My own

In last one year
Sometime, I wept
Some time I cried
As a result, I realized
How to live the life;
I realized, success is overrated
That’s why I am hated
Now I don’t care
What other think
I will do,
What ever I feel whole hearted.
I realized, life is short
I will do what ever want
No need to keep doing what others like
Hold your own torch light
What is the point of keeping fight?
Time is few
I have to choose path right.

Never write


What is the best thing a writer can do? Good question. Answer depends upon the maturity of a writer. The book Harry Porter is written by a writer and the book Alchemist is also written by a writer. What is the difference? Both are in good sale. One is ghost and other is God. This is the only difference. It is writer’s choice whether he chooses devil or God.
The best writer never writes. Kabir is one of them. He never wrote anything. He knows very clearly, there is no point of writing. What ever has to say to the world has already said. Any one who wants to change him, practical life experience is more than enough. The writer can only show the way some time.
The newly born writer writes fiction, love story, detective story. But very deep down to the heart he knows these writings have no meaning. That’s why he writes in pressure. Some time they write for money and some time they write for fame. Writing for money is good but writing in a hope of fame is bad. The best one is to write for yourself. Be selfish. Don’t write for reader. Write what ever you feel easy. Write what ever gives you satisfaction. Write for your wife, write for your life, write for friend. Write in morning and don’t expect anything in the evening. Enjoy the process of writing. Goal is not the aim journey should be the aim.
The best thing one writer can do is to read. There is nothing better than reading. If you don’t have any problem of money and you are not greedy of fame, then there is no point of writing. Read and read and read. Think and think and think. Reading and thinking is more than enough to realize the God. Realization of God is the final aim of life. Once you will realize the God then it does not matter much whether you write or not. if you will write other will be benefitted. It will be a gift to the world. It is the utter truth of life. No body accepts the truth and keeps engaged in writing.
If that is the case then why so much writer exists. Good point. Spiritual explanation goes like this, “In Gita Arjun ask to Krishna,”hey God if win and loose has no meaning of battle then why I will fight.” Why not I leave the battle filed and take rest. Why not we avoid the war? Krishna replied,”hey Arjun it is truth that war has no meaning, even doing any thing has no meaning. Every thing is predetermined. You are the only vehicle to follow the path. God has given you gift of life so keep doing something. The one who keeps this in mind and enters into the profession of writing never find trapped. He reads and writes and enjoys the profession.

ग़ैर

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मैन तो करता है कि
तुम्हारे बारे मे जानूं
जानूं कि तुम कैसी हो
जानूं कि तुम मेरे बारे मे कया सोचती ही

मगर मैं तुमसे कुछ पूछने से डरता हैं
डरता हूँ, अपने आप को हर्ट करने से
डरता हूँ तुम्हारी रुस्वायिओं से
डरता हूँ तुम्हारे बात करने के तरीके से

जिन्दगी मे बहुत दर गया हूँ
जिन्दगी से हार गया हूँ
जिन्दगी के भवर मे फस गया हूँ
अब तो अल्लाह ही मलिक है

तुमसे कोई बैर नही
तुम अपने ही कोई ग़ैर नही
तुमने जो किया शायद अच्छा ही किया
अब मेरे जिन्दगी का कोई खैर नही ।

Manual


A child was born. Two year gone. His mother gave him some electronic toy to play. Son asked for manual. Mother gave her manual. Next twelve year gone. Mother gave him a CD-player. Boy was happy and requested for manual. Mother did. The next five year gone. Son asked for a bike. Mother agreed and presented a bike with manual. Now time for career came. He was not sure what to do with his career. He went to a career counselor. The counselor suggested a career manual for getting money. He followed the advice. He earned a lot of money, fame and every thing. Along the journey of life he bought car, house, and all the stuffs which he desired. All came with manual. He was very happy by following his life on right track with the help of manual. Next, thirty -forty year gone. He became old. He was almost going to die. He realized his life has wasted. Death God came. The old man was suffering from pain and disease. He asked for a manual from God. God replied,”you are too late, the time of following the manual has gone. You have to asked for manual at the beginning of career.” If you would have asked before,” I would have certainly given to you.” And if you would have followed a single manual in place of thousand manual, you would not have so much suffering at this point of time

चलना है ।

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जिन्दगी के इस मोड़ पे खडे
कभी दाए कभी बाएं
कभी चीत कभी पाट
मुह औंधे पडे

कभी सोचता हूँ
कभी रोता हूँ
कभी हँसता हूँ
कभी गाता हूं
बस ऐसे ही किसी तरह
जिन्दगी को जीता हूँ

कहते हैं जिन्दगी मे सब कुछ नही मिलती
और कुछ लोग ऐसे भी हैं
जिन्हे कुछ नही मिलती
हाँ एक चीज़ मिलती हैं
सूनापन अकेलापन और तनहाई।

सब धोखा है
सब छलावा है
जिन्दगी जीने का मन नही
फिर भी लोगों को हसते दिखाना है ।

दिखावा दुनिया का दस्तूर है
इस चेहरा के पीछे जो चेहरा छिपा है
उसका किसी को फिकर नही

फिकर कि आशा ही बेकार है
ये दुनिया है
सब कुछ मोल जोल से मिलता है
दुःख के दिए मे
निराशा का तेल जलता है

बस जलना है , जलना है
जिन्दगी के पथ पर बिना कुछ सोचे
बिना किसी आशा के
काटो और फूलो को अनदेखा कर के
बस चलना है , चलना है ।